Loosing friends

Is it possible to loose two friends in the same day?
Well, it is in my case.
One of my friends has moved to Canada, another has just cut me and others out of her life. Its sad really because loosing friends is one of the biggest bumps in the road of your life. You can live without boys, you can live without fashion, you can even live without music but friends just complete you. Friends are meant to be there for you.
I understand about my friend leaving for Canada. Her Dad wanted to. I'm going to miss her but I will still talk to her.
But its hard loosing a friend over arguments. You feel proper pain. You know that it will take time for things to heal. I dislike waiting. It strongly dislike it.
Moral of today was: Keep people close because you don't know when your going to loose them.
Love
-P

Working out.

Recently, I have been working out. And its been tough.
I say tough but basically, I've been using Wii fit and its amazing! Its so much better then excersize machines. Your told your weight, your progression and given helpful tips.
I know this is a pointless post but I have really been getting fitter lately and, if you were planning in investing in a Wii fit, then do so!
It provides excersize which is not only helpful but fun. There are games, dancing, jogging, yoga and normal workouts. You'll be surprised at the amount of variety it has.
At first, a trouble of mine was that I'd come up on the screen as really big. Of course, I got over it and Wii fit also builds your confidence which is good for self-esteem.
So, yeah, work out on those things and get fitter by the day.
Peace out x
-P

Imperfect is the new perfect

Todays post is about bullying, degrading and imperfections.
In this world, there is too much bullying. People just bully others for fun and, like many others, I have been in a situation where I have been bullied. I have been picked on and backstabbed for no reason. I didn't do anything to anyone, people just wanted to hurt someones feelings for their own entertainment.
Many people are bullied because of nationality, weight, knowledge, family and friends. These are just a few reason. There are plenty more. Bullying is one of the most unnescary activities ever along with shooting animals and one night stands. All you do is make someone feel bad and its stupid. Who cares if someone weighs more then you? Doesn't mean they are horrible or a terrorist. They have feelings too. Who cares if someone doesn't listen to the same music you do or wear the same clothes? Doesn't mean they don't look nice. They have their own opinion.
Degrading is the same as bullying. I have been degraded plenty of times. I just look at the person and think "If this is how you spending your childhood, I'm sure you won't live a very successful life." Degrading comments just cause conflict and drama. Really, people should just respect others traditions, fashions and appearance. If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it at all.
Now imperfections and flaws are the main subject of this post. I was listening to a song yesterday called "Imperfect is the new perfect" by Caitlain Crosby, sent to me by a friend called Lucy. It was basically saying that you shouldn't change yourself to look like someone on the cover of a magazine. Its such a great song and I love it so much. Everyone has flaws. You may think that your idol is beautiful and perfect and it makes you sad that you don't look like her or him but she or he have flaws. Don't compare yourself to them. Live your own life where your being yourself and living by your rules, with guidelines surrounding you to help you out.
I hope this blog has made someone feel better about themselves. Its what its meant for.
Anyone getting bullied should listen to "Imperfect is the new perfect" and show themselve the love they deserve. My advice for anyone who is insecure is to look in the mirror everyday and tell themselves "I am beautiful. I am myself. I am me." Repeat it in your head and feel better about yourself.
I love you guys.
-P

English History

No.
I am not about to give you loads of pointless information about the history of my country. I just want to tell you about an amazing place.
The tower of London. Trust me, its amazing. Its not all old and boring. It has amazing features on the history of England and has been around for quite some time. I went their today and learnt about excecutions, deaths and kings and queens. I saw crowns and jewels from all of the Royals. I saw beefeaters (guards) in their full uniform.
English History is amazing. I was walking on the grounds that prisoners had walked on to go get beheaded. I was walking on the grounds of Henry the VIII and all of his wives. I was walking on the grounds of figures of history who have not been forgotten over hundreds of years.
I visited Tower of London with my sister and cousin. Originally, it was just my sister going with my cousin dragged along but I decided to go out and do something today. My sister is fascinated with the Tudors and spends all her time reading books based on them. Her hero is Anne Bolyne and she cried when she was in the place where Anne was beheaded. My sister also got a replica of Anne Bolyne's 'B' necklace. Again, she cried. I got a chocolate crown and catapult sharpener. My cousin bought shortbread.

I was out all day, learning about the past of my country and watching how it affected so many lives. It was truely inspiring. I'm now listening to leaked versions of Nick Jonas and the Administration's album songs. I LOVE Conspiracy Theory and Vesper's Goodbye is amazing too.
Well, I am off to eat some chocolate and listen to more Nick Jonas and the Administration.
Peace and Love.
-P

For Haiti

Just Pray written by Poppy
Inspired by the strong people in Haiti hanging in there while this tradegy is going on.


Problems can't wait no longer,
They cannot be here to stay.
Prayers need to be answered,
Theres no time to waste.
Look into the eyes of misery,
Devastation and despair.
Can you feel the pain physically?
Can you feel how it is like to be there?

Chorus:
Hold them close,
And don't let them go.
When your world comes crashing down,
The true love will show.
Others out there are alone,
Feel their hurt and pain.
Waiting for love to come home,
Hiding away from the shame.
So pray.

Tears can fall no more,
Your eyes will dry out soon.
Let them be, let them see.
Their lives can improve.
You see them alone on the screen,
You think they will be Ok.
They won't without your help.
So please just pray.

Chorus

And when things get better,
People will be amazed.
But none of this can happen,
If you don't just pray!

Chorus.

Conspiracy Theory!

Have you heard the leaked version of Conspiracy Theory? I HAVE! Its amazing and I'm currently listening to it non-stop while thinking about what a genius Nick Jonas is. To hear it, click here.
Also, you can now be part of the Nick Jonas and the Administration Street Team! Sign up for your department here.

I've applied and I'm crossing my fingers, hoping for a yes.
School was cool today. Funny as always. Before school, I got pulled across the road by my friend to meet my other friends boyfriend. I used to be friends with him before we had a bust up so it was akward. That was cool though. I just walked to school with my other friend, Siobhan, recounting the story and trying to forget about him. In drama, everyone said I was annoying. It was a joke of course and it was pretty funny when the teacher joined in. He barely knows me. We then played winking murder, which is a game where someone is chosen to be the murderer and the "detective" has to find who it is. The murderer winks at people and they die. I fell to the ground and slammed my knees onto it. Everyone went "Ooo" but it was cool. I never got hurt.
That was my day pretty much.
Yeah, It wasn't fabulous and OMG amazing but its my normal day and I learn to live with it.
I also have some pretty cool friend who have got my back :)
Peace out ya'll
-P

Fashionably late

YES! My Honor Society CD came today! Thank the lord for me being sick. Otherwise, I wouldn't have found it until after school and I couldn't secretly play it on my laptop. So, Yah, thats what I'm doing now as well as being on twitter and stuff.
I have to say I love Full Moon Crazy and Nobody has to know. They are like my favourites on the album. I feel proud to be one of the only people in the UK to have this album. Honor society aren't known well here and its unlikely anyone would have their album. I'm so proud that I put on my "See U in the dark" shirt.
Now See U in the dark is playing. Coincidence. Or fate. Whatever.
I feel really sniffly today. I have a runny nose and have used up ALOT of tissues. I guess my Mum can buy more. Gosh, that sounds mean. I'll have to ask her kindly to apologise for this blog post she'll probably never see.
Now Nobody has to Know has come on. Nobody knows, or will ever know, that I am on here when I'm not supposed to be. Good timing, boys.
My dogs making weird noises. I think I might have to check her out. Its probably nightmares. She gets them alot.
Okay.
So I'm gonna go now :)
Love
-P

Not in a good mood.

I feel like crap. Literally. I should be doing my homework right now but I cannot be bothered. I have a bad cold, sore throat, ear infection, headache and lack of sleep. Usually, I would go write a song about it. But I'm not in the mood to even do that.
I obviously have problems.
My life is getting so complicated. Questions are asked everyday; Does my Mum care? Who are my real friends? Is my Dad going to leave? Will I live up to the schools expectations?
I am constantly searching for answers to these questions and I'm getting nothing. My constantly runny nose does not help.
Today, we had a citezenship day. We looked at being realistic. I am very realistic. I want to get into the music but I know I have no chance of being a singer. I like to write. I learnt that I could mix my love of music and writing together to write some songs. I also love the whole backstage, on tour type thing so being a concert tour manager or worker would be a nice job.
See, I have plans and back-up plans. I know how to reach my goals and I always try to find ways to get to them, throughout tricky paths.
I also know I could never get a massive house to live in because, being realistic, I would need to earn the money. This whole day is a repeat of my daily thinking. But its nice to write it down and talk about it with other people. I can't do that often.
I think I'm going to go do discarded homework and hope for a miracle.
I need inspiration to write some songs.
Wish me luck.
-P


P.S Heres one of my songs:
http://www.twitlonger.com/show/126646f2ddbb3f4caf0106b14d139104

Blah Blah Blah.

My sister stole my iPod earphones. That meant no songs to listen to on the way to school and the way back. Atleast I have Ke$ha to cheer me up. I love her. Oh and so does my friend. We're both going to buy the album. And my other friend has the song on her iPod so I listened to it most of lunch. That was fun.
So... I wanna tell you something. I write songs :) Thats it. May not seem interesting too you but its SO fun to me and its the best way to kill time. I haven't had the most traumatic experiences in my life to write songs about but I am a dreamer. We dream and wish and hope. Then we write songs about it.
Subject of the day: Geography. Its usually the most boring subject ever but today it was fun. We looked at guys with really long lips because their tribes told them they should do stuff to their lips. Then we looked at a cruel tradition where people's hair are plucked out and they can't cry. Otherwise, they are suitable to be adults. I like hearing about blood, guts and gory. It makes great memories. And songs. Oh and me and my friend we singing "Blah Blah Blah" all the way through the lesson. That was cool too.
I wish Nick Jonas would reply to me on twitter but he only does replies when I'm asleep. Damn time change. Oh and Joe Jonas should reply to fans too because, ya know, we made him. Cue Eminem - We made you to start playing.
So, before I go, follow me on twitter. www.twitter.com/joejonasuk and www.twitter.com/JBTwinterviews and www.twitter.com/LoveDrunkJonas
I have multiple accounts.
So Bye
x
P

I'm gonna start all over!

Yes, I started this blog again. For the third time. I have alot of time on my hands. You may think I don't because I never updated the last blogs but, I'm trying to be commited. If it means getting married to this blog, then so be it.
So, these last few days, I have been listening to songs from Ke$ha, Taylor Swift, Honor Society and Natasha Beddingfield with the occasional Jesse Labelle song getting into the mix.
Yeah, its a weird mix of people but all of there songs actually mean something. Ke$ha writes lyrics about anything and is not afraid to be free. Behind the partying and swearwords, there is a meaning to the song.
Taylor Swift is just amazing. Period. She writes amazing songs and can change kisses into lyrics. I saw her perform in November at Wembley Arena and I was overwhelmed with her talent.
Honor Society are an American band who toured with the Jonas Brothers in America. They have a pop sound which is really good when you need cheering up.
Natasha Beddingfield has pretty much left the music world but her songs are still amazing. Unwritten is beautiful and so meaningful. Yah.
Jesse Labelle is a Canadian who I never heard of until zacktaylor.ca posted his song "Perfect accident". Its pretty amazing.
They are pretty much my playlist at the moment, and I haven't listened to the Jonas Brothers apart from my bus journey to school. They're music is bus journey music. I like pretending I'm singing the song I'm listening too onstage and it passes time.
Today, I wore a Jonas Brothers world tour t-shirt, a cardigan and a pair of combats. I know. Combats. Weirdest thing ever but I needed something to wear. These combats don't even fit but their old and I wasn't doing anything today. So, I wore combats.
I, of course, accesorised with my Jonas Brothers band. I have to wear them everyday, excluding school, because they are part of me. Wherever I go, they are there. That sounds cheesy. I promised myself I wouldn't be cheesy. Well, I broke that promise.
Yeah... I think I might post this sucker now. I have nothing else to write about surrounding my day. I mean, yeah the whole Nelena drama but that sucks. Nick and Selena aren't actually living with me in my house. I can't just go stalk them. I live in London, they are in America. Not sure where but somewhere in the US.
Oh and I got milkado. Those sticks with chocolate on one end that only have 11 calories. Sweet. I needed to say that out loud.
So bye :)
Love
.....
Poppy x